Thursday, September 24, 2015

Reflections

Nearly 100 posts, nearly four years, and exactly 50 countries later, I have returned home.

(Written August 2014)

“My last memory of my mother when we said goodbye in Minneapolis on August 3rd, 2010, was her saying “Go live your dream!” with tears in her eyes. Since then, I’ve lived it. I have traveled and experienced more than I could have ever imagined when I left home that summer, and I will carry these memories with me for the rest of my life.

And now, it’s time for a new dream.  I have realized that as much as I love living in other countries and traveling, I have reached the point where I need to return to the States and stay here for a little while. Do I know how long I’ll stay? No. Will I live abroad again? Probably. But it’s all up to the universe, and for now the universe is telling me to embrace my home country once again.
As a result, I have chosen one of the most dynamic and international cities in America for my next destination. I have wanted to live in New York City ever since I was a starry eyed nineteen year old and started researching graduate school programs there.  I was probably seduced by popular TV shows and movies, but nevertheless, I wanted it. One of my best friends from middle school lives there (you’ll remember Chelsea from my visit to New York last spring) and we are finally going to be in the same city again after ten years. I’ve collected many other friends from my travels the past four years who have also made New York their home, and I’m anticipating many happy reunions and new memories in the year to come. (“Hey, remember that time on the beach in Rio…?”)

I had a wonderful week at home with my friends and family that went by much too quickly. Now I’ll begin a part time job working as an English teacher for a language program for international students for the next four weeks, and follow through with some interviews I lined up while in Russia.
 I’ve no idea what New York City holds for me yet, but I know that I’m ready and willing to embrace it. My dream of living abroad has come to an end, but I’m still continuing to live the life I’ve imagined. 

Also, now there are absolutely no more excuses for people who say they want to come visit me. Didn’t come to South Korea? Okay yes, I understand, that’s far and who knows what North Korea will do next. Russia is too scary? More like their visa process is scary – a few brave souls accomplished the feat though, so it wasn’t impossible.

But, there are no excuses anymore people. New York City is basically next door. My baked goods are now world famous and you are guaranteed to be treated well. Come see me.”